jealousy

Corrinne-May-Green-Eyed-Monster

So you say life is unfair
She's got everything you wanted
And you're not even close
To getting where you wish you could be
You want to get the commendation
Love and adulation
But you're stuck here on your knees

Are you happy
Are you happy, green eyed monster
Are you happy, with your place
What's the use of being haunted
Your story, for glory
Is right there in your face

So be glad
You're an architect creation
You're one of a kind
Just stay on track
Because every cross can be a blessing
All the gifts that you've been given
Close your eyes and listen
To who you're meant to be

Are you happy
Are you happy, green eyed monster
Are you happy, with your place
What's the use of being haunted
Your story, for glory
Is right there in your face

Dont feed the monster
Wasting time comparing
Lose yourself despairing
I hear it
Don't ya
Hungry for our fight

Are you happy
Are you happy, green eyed monster
Are you happy, with your place
What's the use of being haunted
Your story, for glory
Is right there in your face

Right there in your face
Right there in your face...

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=UlbINHEacXk

jealousy, envy & competition (especially among women) are scary. even the nicest 2 women i know.. when they were jealous, they became very mean.. the situation can be quite ugly.. well as long as one does not frame-up/ hurt someone out of jealousy i beliv it's ok to feel jealous once in a while.. as long as one knows how to control it...and try to turn jealousy into envy then to admiration? i dunno. But you definitely have the power to decide n make e rite choice.

great sunday

Went to watch "The Karate Kid" & i think i m falling in love w this lil young man - jaden smith

He's sooooooooooooooooooo CUTE

step step step

i dunno since when & for watever reason i've fallen in love with step so much that my life has been about step almost everyday. Day after day; week after week; and maybe year after year!

Fellow coliks do not understand why i m always so busy (when i couldn't join their outings) and they think i m a gym freak. For example, this is a normal conversation always happen between me & my colik(s).

"J****, where are u going later?"

"err, meeting gym."

"oh ya, wat's new."

"hmm."

"you exercise too much. it's bad for health"

I'll roll my eyes and say, "haha.. very funny"

"I seriously think that you shud state your status in FB as 'in the relationship with gym'

-.- oh watever

at least i know very clearly that i enjoy every minute of it so far. U focus on the step movements while enjoying the music and u forget about all the unhappiness for a while. and i'm quite sure only my few gym mates will truely understand this ;)

win win situation

好一句“我觉得我是在帮她不是在帮你”

不知道这一句有多伤吧

不是说不必在乎的吗

因为我的感受可能不重要

她的比较重要

所谓的win win situation 我真的不知道前面的路会有多难走。。不过再难走还是得去面对。因为life goes on..

i just wan a peace of mind

i'm shocked. shocked by wat she's just said. if it's not becoz i wan b to be happy i wont even agree to this. n now wat she thinks is we are using her as a "spare tire"?!?! lending out a name to someone who cares so much for u is so difficult?! and not counting the benefit she gains from it. how can one be so unappreciative? this time i choose "silence" to react to the unpleasant situation. she seriously needs help. i think. although i do laundry evryday. but i dun think i'm capable of brain washing

"Happiness is when wat u think, wat u say, and wat u do are in harmony"~M Ghandi

so y do i care so much?

a working Saturday...

quote of the day: DREAM A BETTER DREAM & WORK TO MAKE IT HAPPEN

stay on the road? shud i or shud i not?

this morning, when open up my FB acc.. i saw TMP ppl posted some news on one of them who crashed during their nite ride yesterday.. and they can light heartedly tell u "it's ok" "he just got 2 deep cuts on his knee & a chipped tooth" OMG OMG.. ever since i started cycling.. i keep hearing cyclists get hit/ killed like almost every week! Argghh.. one xiao qiang just came out from no where & hid before i could kill it!! no mood to write now.. i'll continue tomorrow hopefully